Im glad my dad has finally had his surgery. It was definitely necessary. Im just glad it over with and he’s fine. Im almost too sure that he is too. lol
I do wish that I could have been there for his surgery, like its not like heart surgery or anything extremely serious, but its surgery none the less.
I always have this anxiety in the back of my mind whenever me or someone close to me goes into surgery, Like theres gonna be a complication or they just die. O__O
When I got my wisdom teeth pulled, the last thought in my head before i was put to sleep was, “ehhhhh, i dont like the way this feels…what if I dont make it passed this surgery? Well, Ive lived a decent life.” and then I instantly got this sensation like I was high and was knocked the fuck out.
I cant stand thinking like this because its a self fulfilling prophecy gone terribly wrong (if im making any sense). If I think about some going wrong, that shit might happen, and then Im gonna blow up into this cloud of anxiety polluting the air. O___o Now we dont need that happening of course.
But regardless of what thoughts and scenarios may be brewing in my head, things happen for a reason and its just the way of life, i guess =/.
I love it when I learn things in class that are reflected in everyday life.
I love my major. Behind those formal, intimidating and scientific words lies information and aspects of human behavior that we have all observed at some point.
Being able to understand probably the most complex being on earth, even a liitle bit, is comforting to me.
No we aren’t fine tuned machines, but being able to see that there is a system to how we work is intriguing.
One thing about humans that I love is that we never stop learning or developing, so to me, I see that as an opprotunity to always look forward to something in the future, whether good or bad, in the long run, it is functional to our development as a whole.
“It’s just like when you’ve got some coffee that’s too black, which means it’s too strong. What do you do? You integrate it with cream, you make it weak. But if you pour too much cream in it, you won’t even know you ever had coffee. It used to be hot, it becomes cool. It used to be strong, it becomes weak. It used to wake you up, now it puts you to sleep”—Malcolm X (via -truthtopower)
IM So Glad I turned you on to Big Krit.....You heard the life partner of mines snappin.....Alumni4Life
=) I am too! He’s one of my top favorite rappers forreal now. I started listening to him like that summer…I think after we visited you guys. Thank you very much! I want to meet him lol. but i wouldn’t know what to say or do if i did lmao.
Ehhhhh..I would like to know where you got these quality boobie holders from.
I got them from a store called Gabriel Brothers, its this really cheap store with random name brand clothes and shoes and other stuff. Sometimes you’ll find some really nice things and then other days its like WTF. But today i got lucky! =D
The ecstatic look on my face when I saw how much they were = Priceless
For all my tig ol’ bittied followers out there, I know you all can share my excitement. Bra’s aint cheap. Well let me rephrase that, QUALITY bras aint cheap. Especially for women who wear 40 DD and up. They can run you like $35 and up. And I simply DO NOT have the funds to spend on bras like that.
So I was pleased to find these garments b/c I was in need of these unmentionables lol